Friendship for Last
people that know me much better saying " Isang Makulit, Pasaway at Masayahing Tao pero isa ding matapat at trustworthy" that's my characteristics that I will never change despite of everything happns to my life that's my perceptions. Do you know why? I've proven to them that I'm worth of it!when they alone, sad,or even in a nice mood just me, beside them they all gonna b Happy, because I don't want they leave me! for me all people surround me, "You are all Special" in the past few years I think about what if someday people doesn't love me, or hate me? what I'm gonna do? that's why I started to find true friends that can't leave me until when my hairs turn gray.
Journey of Love
Love can be found in the right way, but me I don't think about that! for me 16yrs. of leaving in this world I don't feel the word Love, Although my family and relatives, because love for me is accompanied of appreciation and love that accompanied until the death. And until now that I'm old enough I don't have lovelife, in my age now the truth is I'm suppose to be searching for the right girl for me. I think in my mind I'm not ready but I know in my heart saying GO! but I'm afraid of everything like, maybe if I found a girl and I really fall inlove of her and she doesn't like me I feel that I'm Down!, down because I'm hopeless again i start again searching. I'm a Losser! because of this Stupid Love! this is only the abstract that I really-really to afraid this is my weakness of all. Just give me a chance to tell a story, one story of my Journey of Love.
When I was 4th year High School and the school year started I met new frinds and classmates i was in section 1 and the girl was in section 2 so evry class day end we see in each other in school ground. I feel that time was I fall inlove with her! you know why? because very night that i have dream, I dreamt about a girl figure like her so I just wanted to make sure that she is.... My love affair continue we had a great friendship I know that sh already know that I Love her so much not being a friends but more than friends. Everything that i could borrow it from her, I just borrow like a "Footsock" this was a thing that everyday I borrow it after their computer class the mere fact of that just wanted to see her. The best day in my high school days is our J'S Prom. she is my first and last dance with the help of my adviser because I trully "Torpe" on that day. But offcourse it has a worst day Dated on February 14, she gave me a letter saying this:
February 14, 2007
Emj,
Una sa lahat "Hello sa'yo". Hmmmm...... Gusto ko sanang mag thank you sa'yo dahil naging kaibigan kita salamat dahil nandyan ka thank you rin sa mga ginawa mo at yung mga gift mo nung chritmas. Actually nagulat ako kasi nagregalo ka nakakahiya nga eh! kasi la me mabigay sa'yo. Sorry dahil minsan di kita napapansin kasi dami kasing sctivities!!! Sensya na ha! dito ko naisulat ok lang ba? tungkol naman sa footsocks pwedeng-pwede mo namang hiramin anytime!!! Mabait, Gentleman ka at masipag alam ko namang marami ring magkakagusto sayo, mayroon din dyan baka nga siguro nasa tabi mo lang!! Hindi kita makakalimutan ikaw pa! Alam mo makakahanap ka rin naman dyan ng ibang babae eh! mayroon din iba dyan na mamahalin ka kasi hindi ko rin maibabalik sayo yung nararamdaman mo para sa'kin
HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!!
After I receice that and read it! I promise to my self that I will never stop. That's why I change my cell no. and I txt her and introduce my self as a other people I txt her only I don't want to leave me in air I'm a good sutor of her in txt. Finally she answered m as other people not as mj but for me I'm so happy. and now we broke up because she found a new one " Sino ba naman ako, eh sa txt lang nya ako BF " that's why I let hr to njoy the true meaning og love but I promise to my self until I Breathing Air I will not leave her
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